-part1.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

dowann to playy bball lerhhs, quit. maybe afterr de probationn periodd denn i playy. meanwhile, stayy hm n rot is da best optionn for me. boredd larhhs.

todayy i pontang. supposedd to b sharr pontangg wif me, buut she hadd *diarrhhoea* de dayy b4 alr. n i haven foundd an excuse to excuse myself. siannx narhhs. dayys afterr dis, i shall swearr to playy faithfully n crazilyy in otherr ppl's hse.

hehhs. siianx. ytd, we went to de SHYTwater plant. wadd de fuck manx, go dere drinkk SHYTwater niiax. chloe n i kept disturbingg ourselves n kept tokingg abt SHYT. came bakk snoringg in de bus. n i meant bothh of us.

CH still havenn cum bakk yet, so i declare myself as SIBEI siannx. waitingg for him to cum bakk sho dat i can playy a proper game wif him. kao beii larhhs, gt ppl jio him siiax. kenot belive, dis kindd of pl, ppl aso wann. no sense of TASTE sehh. kaox.

wantedd to c de 4sided kacheng will react to de graduationn interview. bet she will freak out n CRY. muahahahahahahaaa. bet everyone is in skuu nw. can't belive i m left at hm, alone, lazingg aroundd abt on de chairr postingg dis blogg. may go out ltrr.. but dunno where. sumwhere i can hide my tears n shut of of dis universe. switchh off my brainn n slpp eternally. when will dat happen?

im havingg dis dyingg feeling again, lyk de last tym. will sumone help me again. i believe i have nt changed at all. still so stupidd, childishh n tinking abt dying all overr again. WHY..

Daphne Khoo - Paper
reflections on the water
i share with you on my blank paper
call out ur name as if i dont know you or i had you replaced
were you real and were you here?
what is this feeling that i fear?
open up and make things clear
do you love me? oohh...

[chorus]
screaming aloud wont help but it makes me feel better
nothing compares to this
why are we still here shouldnt we have moved
but still we stayi cannot be with you
let me go..

the scars upon your headpierce through my soul
yet i can't love youthe way that you love me
why can't you seethat like this we won't last
trust me we will be just fine
let go of these feelings you feign inside
i know in just a matter of time
we'll be fine

[chorus]

were you real
and were you here
what is this feeling that i fear
[chorus] X2

we loved.♥ 11:24 AM